My Life through a computer Screen

2nd June 2012

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Life sucks.

So I just need someone to hug me and hold me and tell me everything will be ok. Because the future is terrifying me and I don’t know what to do.

1st June 2012

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Today was not a good day.

Today I thought, all day, About killing myself. I thought about who would react. How they’d react. What I would say to each person before I left. And As I’m typing this, All the emotions I was feeling prior as starting to flood back to me.  I’m not even looking at what I’m typing anymore. I thought “Hanging would be best. Not a bit of pain. Not expensive. No real mess. Unless I pooped myself.” And in that moment. I remembered why I should never kill myself. Humor. I know, from so many accounts, that people have told me how much better I’ve made thier lives, simply because I’ve made them laugh. And to me, That seems good enough.

30th May 2012

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So…I could use a bit of help.

Alright peeps. I gotta ask it. You should go to this website. http://superpoints.com/refer/extra25

Sign up, Make an account And forget it.

That’s it.

If you make an account (and you don’t have to do anything beyond fill out a profile.) you help me. Literally you don’t have to do anything. It’s kinda great like that.

29th May 2012

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Some thoughts.

I want to invent a Scale that doesn’t measure weight. But instead gives you a compliment. And it would have a database that it can uplink to so you never get the same compliment. 

I can see it now

“WOAH THERE! I don’t have a measurement for that level of Awesome!”

“You look pretty today.”

Just to name two. 

I feel like that would be awesome. Especially since people wouldn’t feel so bad every day.

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