when you pushing out the fart
then you realize it aint fart
I’ve posted on here before as a means in which to get out my thoughts, and I’ve been through some soul seeking lately, and through some fantastic advice and endless support from people I wouldn’t have expected. I’ve decided that any weakness I had shown prior was, entirely unwarranted. Not to say that weakness is bad mind you, for we’re all human with our vices and poor choices. But it’s what we do with our poor choices that make us who we are. You can drop a glass vase, watch it shatter into itty bitty pieces, and trample all over it, decimating your feet. Bad decision? Yes. But. You’ve learned from it. You’ll never do it again unless you want to. You’ll see that vase utterly destroyed, but get a broom and sweep it clean this time. You’ll become smarter. Lessons, harsh as they may be, will be there to teach you. To guide you, and to bring you to the path of understanding. The last few weeks I’ve struggled to hold onto the passion I felt for the job I have. And sometimes to get something back that you’ve lost. You have to give everything else up. I nearly quit myself today. 85% out of a training program. And for a foolish moment of weakness. But the passion I had is back. It cannot be swayed, or taken from me. It is a fire that burns in the furnace of my soul, and will never extinguish. Though it may falter on some days, and even dim to an ember on the worst days, it will never go out. And most days, it will burn hotter then the sun. And that is a promise to myself. So to anyone who’s reading this, know that you’re an investment worth investing in. Wether it’s school, or a
Job, or a hobby or anything, never quit on yourself. Be someone you can be proud of, and one day, become a person, others strive to become.